Mood Enhancer

She cuts an eye to the corner of your face, and crimps a post humorous smile. She rants about her life, and you can't help but grin. A glimmering diamond holds closed the door through which you wish to peer. She may tell you of a place that exists that draws water to your tongue She'll tells you of this place only enough to make you knock, but not to let you in. She'll make you lighten your senses, to let you know she's really there. You may bite your lip in anticipation to nibble hers; as this connects you to something you cannot express to even yourself. The skin gives a sensation of warmth and unsteady breathing as you skim your fingers across her cheek. She gasps slightly to let you know its o.k. It forces your secret smile that you hide, but hope she sees.

It occurs to you that you may never find this place she hides so well. But it pushes you to feel, and challenges you around her.

Cellular Connections

Memories, the past, the now, if only. I searched myself for answers to what I was doing, and from what I expected to realize out of this dismal encounter with the past. My mind knew where I was but my body felt at home. Destined to pass by the mistakes as if to taunt my emotion. I could see him lying atop black mirrors and reflecting his life to everyone willing to see. He was thin, stretched; I thought to run for help, but I felt to run for fear. As thoughts of the present rushed through my mind, I realized this was the chance that I gave up on, this is the time to pursue; for him, for now, for me. Even now I imagine heat passing from the room, the convulsion of his chest and words that would have response only in my mind. I am so scared. I am so proud of you.

Without him I am a lifeless satellite...drifting