Wednesday, March 29

Memories of a life not yet lived

While gazing into the blissful night, it was realized that a recolection once heard is turning out to be true. Man wants chaos, in fact he can't live without it. For one, who is not fully enlightend, the wallowing of a self lies within his required depression. For as bright as he may believe himself to be he must first realize that this light is not his own, that he is but a transciever of that light. He will absorb only what he surrounds himself with. And will reflect everything he is, including that which he does not know nor understand. As a person seeking samahdi it has become apparent that in order to understand anything it is first necessary to inwardly seek themselves. To peer past the inhibitions of a persons mind and body. Only then will they see that it is not world that is complex, it is themselves.

The mind doesn't know the difference between what it sees in life, and what it remembers in a dream. The images of the self that the mind portrays are usually those comforting to deal with. We are all individual constructs of all things. Which is to say that not only do we all share the same air, but we also inhabit every dimension within the force of life. Although experiencing the fourth onward personally, the force of life binds us together freely. We must crucify our ego, before it's far too late. Before we unconsciously decide to no longer question it. This three dimensional space is so negative, blind, and cynical. Once it is realized that we are all one mind, everything will be.

- Mankind has, by far, the most tolerance for it's inexplicable in-humanity towards man. -
-Unknown

Sunday, March 12

Serenity & Sanity

To dream would be the greatest adventure. This time should have been spent for that, instead it was spent dwindling the mind. It's possible you know. We are capable of all that technology has masked around us. I need to be at my center to find it. I need a nudge. Realization is reached only after confrontation. I should be able to use this to my advantage, but I'm too afraid of the journey. I guess you could call that life. I'm afraid to prove it to myself. I can see what's out there through the window, but to open the door is too difficult, I'm far to comfortable here in my bubble.

It starts today, and it will start again tomorrow. Each day the chance to start will be present. The day that is finally chosen will not be any different. It has little to do with the day itself, but more to do with how many days come before it. That day will not be remembered, but every day post it will. The time has come to stop hoping, and to begin again from the beginning. This is now now. Everything we see happening now, is happening now. It is un-important to consider things that cannot yet be changed. It is more important to understand that to achieve enlightenment one must first be able to ask themselves just one question, and seek only that answer. In searching more answers will be questioned, and more questions changed. But they will take care of themselves.

Lets start this before we convince ourselves to stop.