not until tomorrow

not until tomorrow will this be true, that means I have until then to live. No. I said until then. Now can you see that I have endured it all. Now can you see, I love and will love forever. I know that you can only feel in waves. I see that it is has ahold of you, only then will it unfold to be more than what you see. I wish I could see more but she will only be here until now. Yes Can you push me? can you see it here, from my perspective? I'm lying here looking to the above and seeing only....nothin.

ahhh here comes the rooster. What do I have to wait for. What do any of us have to wait for. We can all reach out and touch what we want. It's right there in fron of us. Yes it is, just want it bad enough. And want it whole - heartedly enough. I don't even know if I can say that public broadcast. I don't know if this makes sense to you but if it does please let me know. In fact let me know RIGHT AWAY. I wish to know now that you're th..yes you know what I would say.

Yes Shannon Yes. LAND LAND. We can start a New life together you and I. all we need is eachother and LAND. No Wait you're right all we need is eachother. I thought we needed more but, that was just material me speaking. Let's be nothing to everyone else. And everything to eachother.

You have already been my muse, please let me be yours. Please share this moment with me. I have wished it from the moment he said we were at Jefferson together in that lunch room. I've never noticed it until now. I can't wait until we share it together; to experience it together would be a dream. I want you there, do you understand? I know it takes more than that, but wait.

Lets share our hyms with him. Wait, I need to say this to you. I hate you. Only now do I realize that I mean I've actually loved you since we drove from the family resort to 90. Please remmeber. I want you to come with me. I want to bring you along. I wish that you would, wish to come along. and this poetry of him and you, can you only see past it, can you only see?

Well thanks for the time, I had to think awhile. Well that is that and this is this. I'm going to carry this in my ear, in my mind, and in my soul. Maybe we'll both get lucky and both grow old.

How could we know? I'll tell you what you get, you can get away from me. No. Don't you understand that the earth has folded on itself with us?